living in life of insecure-ness, i bet those cloeses to me noes.. =/
still, living the life, dun worry abt me, wont do any thing silly.. =)
TO MY DEAREST SWEET-HEART :
rmb our 1st date ? ;D awesome memories isit it? =)
seriously i had to agree wif u.. i have alot of things..
in common wif you.. like so concidence? or isit fate? ;D
and my piglet ;D did u gave it a wash, i bet it stinks ;x
u simply muz die, after stealing so much of my first ;x
smacks* ;x made me fell hard for you..
that v.first u lie ur head on my shoulders..
i feel blessed at one shot imediately.. ;x
holding ur hands down orchard.. like i nv want that feeling to end..;x
yea u've gt the extrodinary way.. u made me feel different.
like i nv felt im wanted in someone's life.. memorable day isit it? =)
the day u vented your anger on me.. yea im hurted..
but i do understand u have ur own problems..
if i had argue back.. u would be in a more painful & difficult position..
so i had to swallow down the pain.. its awful seriously..
but when ltr after u've cool-ed down..
u apolgize.. =) which is sth i would be dying to hear from you..
nth to pai sei abt or sorry abt.. at least u've noe ur mistakes..
and im so proud and happy for having a girl like u.. =)
we are strong.. aint we?
2nd date.. tremendous exprience u gave me.. i dont feel much of any
uneasy-ness being ard you.. though its the 2nd..
its makes we feel we have been for yours..
like so compatible.. isit it? idk if u feel the same way..
holding ur hands.. strolling around is like precious moments to me..
and it was indeed an extrodinary ocean 13 wasnt it?
well gt to say one part.. the 1st u had nose bleed.. ;x
i muz be too hawt for u.. ;x lols uber BHB. but i wonder if u see..
how meticulous i was.. =) the 2nd ocean 13 was awesome too..
another first ;x and for u too.. girl u blown me away <33
ur smile while we were in pets planet.. so swt..
its like hard to see u smile until tat cheerful..
tats like a place i would consider a place where no ''fan naos''
are in ur head.. pets diverts attention and clams a person down..
dont u think so? =) and oh alexist was tasty =)
and shocking i realli din noe theres lan & pool in JP.. ;x
u surprised me ;D well im too outdated ;x
the day u gt angry cos of i chance in 188 d-8..
well im sorry when u asked me nt to chance..
cos the lan music was too loud. and if u notice somtimes i cant
catch wad ur saying.. but still.. though we were ok now..
i juz wanna mention im sorry abt that =) <33
supposing i was to catch the last train.. but i saw the way u wanted me to stay..
so yea.. i missed it.. and yea.. congrats for getting the top..
tat u always wanted all along.. npcing was great isnt it? =)
yea after that u used my fone to call cykick to settle their stuffs..
honestly speaking i was jealous while staring at space..
well jealously isnt a bad thing rite ? after all its for u ;D
yeaps.. and u happening have that headache.. unable to ton wif me..
so yea its ok.. so yea u had to go..
i didnt wanted u to go.. but yea have too..
haha cant describe how i would have missed you, agains.. ;x
so ya i notice abt the $ i spent out wif u.. yea i had to be thrifty..
having the thought of extra moments wif u.. i planned to save that
extra amt of taxi fare which could be juz 1/3 or 1/4 of our date..
all thoughts were on u.. wondering along the streets of newton..
having u in my head.. and another part feeling scare cos it was so dark..
and only sounds of taxis.. and i saw this 4 digit bus pass infront of balmora..
4 digit, zomg =S i started to feel chills =S soon i gt feverish..
and it was 4am + .. bth and i had to call a cab.. =/
gt scoulded in early morning like fk cos of semi-ton on 2nd date =/
its worth it =) and yea kinda high fever 38 degrees +
sms u at 1 and gave u one warmth morning , but i get haha, im in audi.. =.=
okies nvm yea and u din sms and i question why.. and well u said ur onli 5mins..
awake.. nvm.. well and sms and u din reply so i went audi to find u..
well had no idea wad u called me a flirt.. ya i noe its nt u ler..
and all i could suspect is someone i login in ur acc to ruin our relatiosnhip..
ur char had vulgars on me in late afternoon.. and lies of u went to sch..
well still its nt u.. so dont have to worry..
but when i was been fausly accused for flirt.. i tried to reach u..
but ur fone was unreachable.. i worried.. 30 + fone calls in.. hse calls &
countless sms.. i hope u do see how worried i was for u..
i was like wtf when u sms me back.. ''what? , you wan u call me''
well nvm i called. and i told u wads happening...
at least u believe in me.. im so happy.. =) <33
when u came on9 and sent me the siggy u made..
i love it seriously =) reallis nice ;x
den ltr u ask me to audi.. and of cos i would love to pei u..
but i was on the fone wif elaco. she was being the listening ear for me..
if i suddenly cut off and yea i would be bias..
all i needed is juz a few moments to finish.. and i tell u..
once im done i come directly to u.. u were like.. nvm i gt cykick..
den start comparing me wif cykick.. its like wtf kies..
i have been reaching u all day.. if ur great frends had lend u a fone call..
i woulndt be tat worryin that much.. well its over rite =) we are still ok..
dun let audi things to ruin our relationship , aint worth it rite..
baby i love you, now and forever..
every good things come to an end. but it wont be an end when ppl gives in.
and onli after givin-ins.. there will be a little to be expected in return..
thats the part and parcel of life. life would be happier, isint it?
stolen first holding hands, first hug, first kiss, cheeks/lips,
stolen heart. ;x
you gt me hypnotised for real.
showing all my loves & care.
dont them them for granted ;D
true to life, true to me,
baby tats the way to be..
love you, yours truely.
<33333333333333333333333
whens our 3rd date ? =D
juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..
words.. come way bottom of the heart.. baby all here.. =)