sometimes i realli dun understand..
why u have to do things the hard way..
i've trying so hard to make u feel rite..
giving my heart to change ur life..
why u couldnt juz be tat swt girl..
loving a person is nv hard..
unless it nv comes from the btm of ur heart..

and u said the why i have the problems bumping onto you..
and i believe i've said many times be4..
problems are how u treated me..
dont u feel the pain & lost when im facing you..?
if u were in my shoes..
have this kinda situation & words throw against u..
how would u feel..

dont u feel even u made mistakes i didnt bring it up imeediately?
dont u see i make time & space for u to realise if possible?
dont u even see i give up when im hurt , and putting the pain & past back?
dont u get touch by my words i said?
dont u feel.. anything?

im hurt! im hurt! HURT!
despite the problem.. dont u see ytd i try to talk & bring up topics though?
cant u even see im trying hard? holding on ..
and i juz dun understand why ur tempers flare easily..
and ur atitude seems so hard to change?
even the slightest error i wanna address u will spoil the mood?
imagine.. u have everything replies.. haha , lol , x.x , =/ , -.-
dont u think it juz spoils ur mood?

i've changed.. i made myself to be patient..
and think again.. 20 days trial?
do u ever think im tat kind of person ,
take a gf as trail session?
think , have i ever mistreated u in any way?
i dont even understand how u can jump into ridiculous conclusion..
wad norton anti-virus?
i cant believe after so long , u dun even see..
im nv this kinda of person..?
dont u ever have faith in me?
we patch back cos i knew i made a mistake of getting imapatient..
and those 21 days are for u to reminse and think..
even if the bad things happen ltr..
i will noe i had tried.. juz that we cant get there..

and cant u see , even when swtness begins..
its always i started it.. if i nv brought any up..
its completely empty.. dont u see the missing link?
so think again, after so long we've been thru..
have i mistreated u ? if yes..
for the pass im showering my loves..
comes to waste.

u simply juz jump into conclusion..
are u the onli one sick & tired of the problems?
and u if are y didnt u changed?
put it in the brighter side..
realise ur mistakes?
jumping conclusion kills..
if u would say u have limits..
ur a rubber band & u will have snap..
i would have snap over & over again..
into pieces..

not saying i dono how u feel..
i noe ur feeling fk up.. why are these happening to u..
cos u always think ur the victim..
ur the 1st piority if getting hurt..
u nv think out of the box..
and wads to say.. treat my words like nth has been said..
dont u think tats knife to my heart instantly?
u noe i always would give 2nd chances..
i dun understand y u have to make it sound so bad ,
like its the ending of everything..
isit so hard to give in?
change for ur the ones u love?
adapt? i din my part of patience..
and u noe i always open rooms for u to change..

if u still think ur right , and the problems lies wif me..
den im realli juz not ur mr.right.
cos i gave , i gave it all away..

juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..
; cant i have that 1st piority & that little faith , that swtness , that love ?