fever still , abit of flu..
woke up & aud.. nth much ba..
sick so push the town trip to 2ml..

its always a few lines and nth more..
how are u gonna lemme live wif this..
sometimes i realli dono how i stand in ur heart..
cos i realli dono where i actualli stand..
i realli dono how to treat u the right way..
despite our status now.. its like we wont even there..
ask urself.. have u asked me abt my rl stuff..
or in ways show care & concern to me..
i dun even get them..
sometimes ur replies are juz like..
''lol , -.- , haha '' they dun even have add on's..
this makes feel left wondering , speechless. dono wad to say..
it makes me feel u dont even bother , care , liddat..
i trying hard to get u talk more , hope u can have add on..
shoot each other back wif stuffs.. where talks could be..
more fun , intresting , & everlastin..
but none had happen.. did u ever feel im apporaching, steping up?
im 2 sided now.. caring u in both ways..
put it in simpler words.. in our current status & rl..
i have non now, and it makes me so insecured.

to the person i quarrel wif u earlier
some times i cannot take ur ap.. its like i giving in like almost all the time..
if u dono how to cherish a frend like me.. im fine wif it..
u juz have to take my word for it.

giving in has it's limits..

* i hate naive ppl who goes like , my fault la , everything my fault when they are actualli at fault.. they stick hard wif what they think they are right.. these ppl will nv learn.. ppl like this shld fall hard , den u will taste realli satisfaction of pain * AMEN , fall hard ppl! *

juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..
; im a sensitive , yet serious person . feeling lost & insecured *