woke up late 2day.. 10am..
went for appt. @ 12pm..hot weather.. sweats =/
last appt.. yea kinda happy =/ sad though =/ up & down *
i was playing wif my music player on de bus.. gosh loud..
cos of de bus engine noise was loud.. i den on de.. din bring earpiece..
den when it comes to a stop.. the engine makes a stop.. v.soft sound..
and thats when my hp plays the chorus of the song..
loud enuff where everyone turn back and look @ me.. dam ps =/

when home rest.. din sleep well..
den went aud.. im dam pissed what happen in aud..
win & lose nvm.. but i talk in a room..
gt 5 ppl le.. 10 eyes.. and when i talk i dun get replys..
wtf man.. dun tell me u cant see.. but 5 other ppl in de room lor..
tmd.. these happen many times alreadi.. i si bei du lan..
i leave the room after that game.. hop to other rooms..
and no 1 asked me y i liddat? eh tmd.. wad are frends for..
i treat u like my closest.. and im making a huge move leaving the room liddat..
i noe mayb u think i dc.. but pls le.. after at least 3 games.. i dun get a single pm..
fk off man.. den finally 1 pm game.. and it wasnt abt me?!
u can imagine how @#$%^&* am i.. when im alreadi @#$%^&* ..
u tell me abt ur problems.. its nt sth pleasent to mention but im realli cannot take it..
i can be by urside anytime u want me..
wont u guys be by my side when i need u?
wad are u guys thinking?! im juz a hear-out for u guys? gimme a break !
if u guys treat me like shyt again.. fk man i wont give a dam abt ur prob..

pissed wif aud.. cases like these keep happening..
i will quit..

simple questions to noe my day..
they were nv heard..
simple words to show ur care..
they were nv there..
simple person that shield ur storms..
they were meant to keep u save..
simple lines that wont let me fall..
they were all gone..

juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..
;slice of heaven , you.