still neglecting my blog...
like everyday seems spoiled...
or may be i shld 4get abt some stuffs long ago..
this remind me of wad harts use to have in her dp..
''its pathetic to hold on something that its nv gonna happen..''

its so true.. and tats wat i always told harts..
hurt now , then hurt more ltr..
i nv expected it had became my problem too..
val reminded brought up some issues abt it also..
thx , but i shall re-consider =)
elaco reminded me up wif some stuffs too..
yea i noe wad u said was somehow true..
but u noe theres also good sides too..
well i blame myself to be born soft-hearted..=/

2 reasons why i had fall for it ,
and i shall nt tell wad isit ,
but if i could have the main one accomplished..
im contented enuff..=)
cos i have propeberly had surrendered on the 2nd one.. =/

somestuffs i realli wonder ;
1) the wrong & extra emotions tat made me got the wrong msg..
have no intentions to blame her , juz wanna her to change , y is zzz needed?
2) she gave me lol , haha , -.- , replies i cant continue
3) i din had the chance to say goodnites, and juz she went off
4) she left me waited for 45mins , cos she brb to find clothers..
5) she cames back and nv ask me anything abt my day..
6) no more swtness , i wonder about our status..

''wads wrong wif u?'' , she says.. this is how i felt =S ,fyi.
it had nth to do wif the msn i went off9 , cos i was tagging wif winter,
as i said earlier..

don't try to love a person ,
nth would happen cos everything seems like forcing,
truely loves a person,
when u noe he has everything u needed in a man.

prays for better ahead , i dun wish my days to get colder.. =s

juz may'b someday.. i would be good enuff for you..
; sometimes i cried hard from pleading.. so sick & tired of the needless beating x.x